Aug 4,2005

Not a very good day for me...

I haven't sleep last night coz there something happened a day before that evening. My assistant sent a message to me telling me that he was mad at me for the reason that I don't know. I tried to ask him what I have done but he never replied me.

So when I enter our office I invited him to talk what had happened but he refused. The whole day, I can't work. My mind is in confusion, so I just stayed in our reception area to relax my mind coz we stayed in the same office room.Then, by 3:00pm, I received a message from him & he finally agreed to talk with me after office hours.

By 6:00pm, I just first went outside coz I need to get a package for me given by my friend in Cebu. By 7:30pm I ate my dinner. After that, we talk at last. I was trembling that moment coz I don't know if I can accept whatever he would say to me. Then he started talking & I listened carefully. After he talked, I then realized that gossip is the reason at all.

I was shocked that the person who making some gossip against me is my Filipina boss. I almost cried after I heard everything. My boss wanted to have a competition between me & my assistant. And the worse thing I've discovered is that my boss is insecure to me & she's thinking that I will take her position coz the people in the office obeying me more than her.

I don't know how to react with that but I know that I can sense even before that my boss sometimes act differently. My assistant just said that he's very sorry to me & I accepted it.

I just told him that I know from my heart & God knows that my intentions are pure & I never intend to hurt somebody. I sleep by 10:30pm after I prayed. I just leave everything to my God to guide me coz I don't know if I could long to work with my boss anymore.

posted by Mariah : 04:07 | -