Dec 18,2004

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I woke in the morning at around 8:00 am. I have a headache that time coz the memory of the almost a disaster in our Christmas Party was still there in me. Luckily my best friend (who’s a girlfriend of my co-employee) visited me last night and gave me some advices to stay calm so that I can think clearly.

After we ate our breakfast, we brought my best friend to work (she’s working in the payroll department in a mall somewhere in Pasay). After that we already begun to clean the premises that we used in the party. It was too tiring, so after that I decided to sleep for a while, but before I get to sleep my cell phone rang, & it was my boss who’s calling. I heard on the other line that she was very mad about what had happened last party.

Actually she also decided to terminate our two employees whom she thought that disrespected her. She commanded me to call up the two employees and tell them that my boss didn’t want to see them anymore in the office. I can’t do anything I still want to advice my boss to stay cool and think twice before making some decision I still wanted to help my co-employees coz there are my friend & I know that it was not their intention to hurt my boss. It was the monster husband of my boss whom to blame.

For me he’s like a demon, a teaser and a snake. Gosh I hate him badly. After I had informed the two employees about the statement that my boss wanted to give them. My boss & I had another discussion. The situation really gave me lot of pressure that’s why I already intend to sleep at least for a while to regain my power.

I already forgot to take my lunch. At 4:00pm I received a text message from my sister that my father was again sent to the hospital. That news woke me from sleep. Oh my God I just whispered. Why it is that I have to be in the situation like this. I’ve done too much but still problems are always follows me. I wanted to cry that time but my tears won’t fall. Maybe it’s because I’m already get used of it. I hurriedly fix my self & went to the hospital again.

I found my mother there while my father was sleeping. My father cannot take any food that’s the doctor advised him to stay in the hospital to lessen his sufferings. Then, 10:00 o’clock in the evening I went home already coz I haven’t take my lunch& my dinner the whole day. And besides I need to go to our place to search for a person who could help me & ask some money for the payment in the hospital & to buy medicine. Tomorrow, I must think positively. I must not lose hope for my family.

posted by Mariah : 21:43 | -